going in, we were so nervous; it felt like pre - race jitters and the usual question of "can I really do this?" our guide, Molly took us shopping for diapers and formula about an hour before which was great as we were just twiddling our thumbs in the hotel room. we did have a sweet time of prayer together before heading out and I will always remember it as one of the most favorite times in our marriage.
It was pouring rain, appropriately. if you were at our wedding you will know that heavy rain is a prerequisite for all of our major life events.
we arrived at the civil affairs office; one I've seen many times from you tube and with only a little waiting, Chen Sihong's name was called and we made our way to the middle of the room to be quickly handed a sorrowful, crying little girl. there was much crying over the next four hours, interrupted only with puffs. she loved them and they were soothing.
she is very confused, made worse by the fact that she left her foster home 1 week ago to stay in the orphanage before meeting us; so, for all she knows, we are another temporary home.
she has said very little so far. we were rewarded with smiles and deep laughs briefly last night but today has been a little more sorrowful. she does like being carried in the Ergo but any change, even from standing to sitting, is scary. it is so hard to see her so sad. she does seem to like Ben, which is wonderful. she has intermittent bouts of not liking me but i hold her close and stroke her hair and she is soothed, for now.
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5 comments:
Congratulations, Ben and Brandy! We Dixons are so excited for your growing family! You must be feeling such a flood of mixed emotions, and we are praying for all the transitions you face together. We pray that Serena will adjust well and quickly, and that you form solid bonds quickly, too.
We love you guys!
Tracey, for the Dixons
PS She's younger, but I think she's bigger than Lynnea! Healthy girl! I hope someday (relatively soon) we can get those girls together for a playdate!! :)
Congratulations all over again! Seeing these pictures bring back so many memories. Will keep prayers going for smooth transitions, strong attachments and loving bonds being formed.
looks like the stuffed beagle is a fast friend. we are praying for all three of you and are anxious to hear every update. i can't imagine what serena must be thinking but i trust that she can sense your sincerity and compassion and knows she is safe in your arms. much love from NC from the browns
Being a toddler is tough enough, so I can only imagine the range of emotions she's having to deal with in such a short time! She is so blessed to have you as parents. Praying for you every day!
Did you by any chance buy that stuffed animal dog at IKEA? Our son hopefully got thesame if so, we sent him a care package 1 month ago and are currently waiting for LOA.
Best wishes from Iceland,
Korinna
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